This is for you , if you think I dissapointed.
Truth is , all I wanted is to let you be. Enjoy the things you never had , because of certain obstacles , you know , I never actually wanted to be one.
I'm just leaving parts of myself here and there, hoping , one day , when you'll think of me, you'll have a good vibe. I've always wanted to make people enjoy the time they spent around.
But this isn't the case , and the feeling , the feeling somehow was wrongly interpreted. That's the thing about us , humans.
We interpret, expect, and forget the good things. We focus on awkward moments and let the good times dissapear. This is not a thing you need to focus too much on. Just some thoughts on a virtual paper that I will virtually burn, because the things, that I write right now, are my thoughts in a certain moment in time, time that doesen't actually exist.
And you say I'm a jedi , and I play mind-games. Oh , so naive. I don't let people offend me,got me right here.
I don't let people get to me.
Not anymore.
I don't accept such kind of offers, because the kid over here, the kid dissapeared. Oh so troubled. Unfortunately, no expectations are here to be found. And expectations, or plans, or anything regarding that - it scares me.
Maybe one day you'll understand, that, all I really wanted, is for you to be happy.
