6.6.16 - to me and ya.

Get it on !

Your motivation dear,

   You can do much more than you've ever thought.

   Why be afraid to speak up your mind ? Think, yes, before you do.

   But stop being afraid. Afraid to dissapoint, to disturb, to enjoy.

   We do not have the same flow of ideas. Neither you, nor me.

We exchange perspectives.Open minds.
   You may like chocolate , but I'm a vanilla person, and that's just fine. I do not have anything against it. You can tell me why chocolate is lovely, and maybe I'll learn to enjoy it more.
   Acknowledge yourself, and learn to trust yourself. Because if you don't, then who will ?
Look around. How many mistakes can you actually make by expressing your opinions or feelings? We can't be objective about things that are personal.
   Does the fact that you were wrong matter so much ? How can you actually learn, if not by trying ?      Sometimes it's better to let your ego on a holiday.
So what if you failed today ? It's a brand new day tomorrow. Try again.

And again.

And again.

   Until you get there.

Te scot la un covrig, gagica ?

Acum ca v-am captat atentia, am si eu o intrebare.

 De ce nu mai vorbesc oamenii ?

 - Din seria ,toata lumea e cu tehnologia -

  Ce sa si faci ?

  Adevaru-i ca mie imi place sa ascult. Asa-s eu de firea mea. Stiti cum e , sa fi singur cu tine insuti e pentru cei puternici. Am circumstante atenuante, sunt femeie. Ups. Am folosit un stereotip. Ce urat din partea mea. Sau , oare , facem asta cu totii ?

  Nu, nu , sa terminam cu prostiile, serios, stateam la un birt cu un om drag, si observam cum toti oamenii din jur se binocleaza frate la device-uri !

  Nici in stanga , nici in dreapta, uite pisi ce frumos e afara , au inflorit lalele,dume , chestii , o caprioara,ceva , nimic !

  Treaba-i asta ?

The glorification of busy

“I don’t have time."

      This is an answer most of us heard, atleast once in life. Or much more many times, because time is a 21^st century issue. But I’m not talking about time for business affairs. I’m talking about the time we are investing for our own hearts.

       It’s slightly disappointing to hear this reply as an excuse. But in time I’ve learned that us humans, we are best at excuses. But then, this thing will somehow backfire, if you keep hearing it over and over again, it will backfire on your self-confidence.

"I’m sure (s)he’s too busy to hear me out."

      Plot twist. This backfires even harder.

      Why would you think that ?

      Is this affecting your perception of yourself ? Does it make you feel slightly worthless ?

"Honey, do not try to fit in."

      You're basically in control of your limits. 



Image credits: The persistence of memory - Salvador Dali. 

Nimicuri

Buna,


   A trecut ceva vreme. Ce ai invatat de atunci ?

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   Am invatat ca oamenii sunt liberi. Liberi sa faca ce vrea sufletul lor. Si daca cineva simte nevoia sa interactioneze cu tine, o va face. Si ce e cu atatea prejudecati ?
   Daca vrei sa te manifesti. Nebuneste. Fa-o cum o faci. Fa-o fara sa te gandesti foarte mult. Daca simti ca vrei sa faci asta, fa-o. Pentru binele tau.

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   Suntem putin complicati.Avem nevoie de spatiul nostru.
   Si e perfect normal.

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   Dar te rog eu frumos. Nu incerca sa te ascunzi.
   Asta e frumos la noi, oamenii. Amalgamul de sentimente. Si e amuzant, pentru ca habar n-ai ce sa faci. Nu e ca si cum e ceva ce poti sa controlezi
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   Si te rog, in fiecare zi, aminteste-ti ca tu, tu, cumva, esti important.
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   O seara frumoasa.

First [2016]

   

Ar trebui sa ma gandesc la ce-am facut gresit anterior.Dar nimic nu e defapt gresit. Si stii de ce ? Pentru ca ne schimbam constant.And that's beautiful.

   Ce as vrea ? Sa pot sa am incredere. And damn that's a challenge.

    Am inchis cateva usi, dar asta am simtit ca e ceea ce trebuie sa fac la momentul respectiv.

    2015 a fost o avalansa de sentimente,uneori,contradictorii. Dar asa sunt eu.

  Vreau sa vad mai multe locuri ! Si sa cunosc oameni ! Oamenii, asa de dificili cum suntem uneori, suntem defapt atat de frumosi. Si am cunoscut atatia oameni frumosi and damn I'm so happy for that and I thank you. 

  Si cumva, simt ca am lasat o mica parte din mine in sufletul oamenilor pe care i-am cunoscut (sper sa fie de bine)

  [Am incheiat anul putin gol] Nu, nu e chiar asa. Sau?

  Dificili.

  Imi pare rau.

  Imi pare rau pentru lucrurile pe care trebuia sa le fi zis la momentul respectiv. Dar nu am puterea sa dau timpul inapoi. [Din pacate, poate , intr-o zi]

  For you : 

        You are beautiful. And you got so much love to give. Don't ever let anyone tell you something else.Don't believe it if it happens.You deserve best.

[Nowihavetoconvincemyselfofthat]

Post-it [1]

4.12
2.
N(n+1,n+2)
Variabile cu esenta comuna.
Indiferent de cine, ce, cum, un sentiment va ramane. Nu e nimic mai frumos decat -a darui timp-. Respira, bucura-te. Nu o sa-l mai primesti inapoi. But that's the beauty of it. Azi, maine, poimaine. Trec. Cu ce ramai? Cu toate ca probabil am dezamagit si eu la randul meu, ce vreau, e sa-ti aduci aminte vibe-ul fain, de-odata. Si sa nu-l uiti vreoeata. Sau uita-l, dar nu uita de unde a venit. Niciodata.

X

  This is for you , if you think I dissapointed.
  Truth is , all I wanted is to let you be. Enjoy the things you never had , because of certain obstacles , you know , I never actually wanted to be one.
  I'm just leaving parts of myself here and there, hoping , one day , when you'll think of me, you'll have a good vibe. I've always wanted to make people enjoy the time they spent around.
  But this isn't the case , and the feeling , the feeling somehow was wrongly interpreted. That's the thing about us , humans.
  We interpret, expect, and forget the good things. We focus on awkward moments and let the good times dissapear. This is not a thing you need to focus too much on. Just some thoughts on a virtual paper that I will virtually burn, because the things, that I write right now,  are my thoughts in a certain moment in time, time that doesen't actually exist.
  And you say I'm a jedi , and I play mind-games. Oh , so naive. I don't let people offend me,got me right here.
  I don't let people get to me.
  Not anymore.
  I don't accept such kind of offers, because the kid over here,  the kid dissapeared. Oh so troubled.      Unfortunately, no expectations are here to be found. And expectations, or plans, or anything regarding that - it scares me.
  Maybe one day you'll understand, that, all I really wanted, is for you to be happy.